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November 25th, 2007
02:44 am

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suicidal
why do I keep feeling like this? Its like I don't care, I know if I did kill myself my family would be upset but I think I'm not here most of the time anyway (being at uni) so they woould get over it and I'd be free from this hell.

its damn tempting. I want to but its not that I don't have the guts to, I fear the consequences for the others in my life.

it just seems to selfish.

but god I want this to end, on my terms.

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November 4th, 2007
10:57 pm

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georgiilouise
hey georgiilouise
I propose we become buddies and be binge purge free for as long as we can and try and support each other. I don't know if you will see this or not. xxxxxxxx

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09:46 pm

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so I got asked to put a cut of my vids and channel

new vid:vidCollapse )

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08:29 pm

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new videos!!!!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TphTsAYnnPM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zu2GqFU_ijI

yeah I made two today, watch people and let me know what an idiot I am. xxx

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06:41 pm

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binge/purge
yuck I just binge purged on dairy milk mint chips and strawberry crisp cereal, got it all back up again though. Don't think I'll have anymore to eat today but I might break open the vodka.

Oh yeah while I remeber some people commented earlier which was really nice of them so thanks, I'll go round and post to your journals in a mo to say thanks. xxx

Current Mood: crappycrappy

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11:28 am

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side effects
so I'm still here, made it through the hell that was last night, hooray! thanks for commenting on my last entry anyone who might be reading this one.

I think these suicidal thoughts might be a side effect of my fluoxetine it says on the packet that can happen. hmm not sure, oh well I shall have to see if it happens again. x

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02:15 am

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bing bam boom
90 prozac tablets as many painkillers as I can find and as much alcohol as I can drink and it would all be over, its tempting isn't it.

my arms are sore from slashing them, i wish I had the guts to kill myself sometimes instead of just hurting myself

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October 28th, 2007
09:24 pm

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damn clocks
damn the clocks going back today, it feels like today has gone on forever! argh!

sidenote I ate one galaxy minstrel today and felt bad so I emptied the whole pack and counted them to work out the number of calories in one, turns out its 14.3 in each sweet, so twas not too bad!

Anyways check out my videos if your bored and here me talking inanely:http://www.youtube.com/profile?user=hia06gl

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October 19th, 2007
11:26 pm

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i'm burning up baby

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June 1st, 2007
12:39 am

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fuck why am I so fucked up?
I can't sleep I am an internet whore. It is nearly one in the morning and sleep seems unlikely. FUCK

Oh quick its June now

*pinch punch first day of the month*

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